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Sheilla's spaceDecember 14 commitwowwwwwww...
so happy...
i really really thankfull to Him
i did not expect that i can enter to mel u.
i just said that if He makes me enter to mel u and i ll commit to do what He say..
i don't know wheather i can do it or not..
sigh..
hopefully everythng is gonna be ok
November 24 counting time1
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every day, every week, every month, even every year i feel so fast.. like when i am counting a number...
nothing can stop this time...
can not realize that the year will finish and a new year will come
will that be the best year that i have ever lived in my life or it will be the most miserable year in my life or mybe it just be as the other past years.....
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naivety was my best friend until in time.. Everything looked white and clear..
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I hope i can go back to that year..
I hope that year become slower, become 2 years more longer...
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A lot of new things i had discovered... Characteristic, relationship, knowledge.. etc
A lot of moments i just passed it... meeting and farewell..
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What else i will discover in this new year??
I am still waiting for the next year, 2 years later, 3 years later, 4 years later, 5 years later, 6 years later.....
I don't know what will come to face me..
So heavy...
1... November 06 time sigh... waktu cepet sekali berlalu.. uda ga kerasa bentar lagi uni.. smua pun bakal berubah.. from the little things until the big things.. ga kerasa usa mau uni.. pelajaran brubah, responbility berubah, circumtences berubah,.. sigh... smua pasti brubah... but mau gmn lagi.. emang smua pasti bakal brubah.. nothing eternal in this life... just let the time answer all of the questions... let it be as HE wants... October 27 choicesthis blog is the continue of my l;ast blog..
now afta i got this sensitiveersonality, i am always faced with choices...
every second, every minute, every hour, and every day..
there are alot of choices which queue and wait in front of me..
huahuahuahua..
i think i need to develope more my sensitiveness so i can get the right answer...
huahuahuahua...
choices... choicess... and choices???
being good or bad?
being sensitive or insensitive??
yes or no???
trusting HIM or not????
wrong or false???
lol..
so funny..
life is so exciting and funny..
to much choices..
and i havent got all the answer...
lol..
i just let time to tell me the answer...
about my selfwow i just discovered a new thing about my pe4rsonality
i just noticed that i am such an ignorant person..
OMG i think, i am too much being ignorant..
lol
i just discover that i just missed my opportunity to get something which already pay or give their attention to me but i just realize it now..
hahaha..
how stupid i am??????
now it is already late to take it along with me..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha......
i like my new character
actually, i can not say it as my nw character because it is still the same character as i had before but i just develope it more..
hahahahhahahahhahahaha...
i bcome more sensitive to my surounding..
i think tht's good and give me a lot advantages...
i can predict people by seeing from their attitude...
huhuahuahuahuahua...
so much different with my old personality..
i just realize that i am already being an ingnorant person in the past..
hahahahahhahahahaha..
i won't be like that anymore..
but there is also an disadvantage for being more sensitive than before..
i can not say averything freely anymore..
because i need to think and consider it first about what i am going to say it...
in the past, iam too busy with my self..
and i dont care about the others..
pretending that i don;t know everything and ignoring everyone who alrady gave their attention to me..
hahahahaha
so funny...
i promise i won't do it anymore..
because now i have tht feeling,
the feeling which can tell me about ppl in my surrounding and knowing about their feeling more deeply....
lol..
for everyone tht i already ignored in the past..
i feel sorry for them..
lol...
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